Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Melancholic Days... Feels Like... Infinite Sadness... Ayaw ko mag-Apir... =(

Ako'y malungkot na naman...
Amoy kumag na ako...
Ilang tagay na hindi pa rin tulog...

Noon' dati'y masaya...
Ngayo'y panay problemang bumabalot sa buto...
Bakit ganito?...

My Stupid Mouth...
Has got me in trouble...
I said too much again...

Ooohhh... It's another social casualty...
Score one more for me...
Coz' no filter in ma' head...
My Stupid Mouth...


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Kamote... I really don't like the feelin' of this what I'm feelin' right now... So down, so low, I want to burry ma' self 6-feet under, so sad, so frustrated, so... so... wish I could find another word in a dictionary to express what I feel...

Hindi ko sinasadya... really sorry!!! I thought it's OK... Hindi pala... Sana mapatawad...
Minsan kasi tanga ako... baka nga gago pa... ayoko na magsalita... nakakasakit pala... hindi naman talaga ako ganun magsalita eh... siguro makulit ako... siguro masyado na siya nainis... I'm not a perfect person... yeah... I did things that hurt others vocally, emotionally or physically... but I don't mean it... really... And I'm really sorry for what I've done... I always say those words... Pero parang hindi pa din sapat iyon... parang pag ako nakagawa ng mali, kahit mag-sorry, bale wala! Kahit ano pa gawin ko parang wala na... minsan parang ayoko ng sumama... nihihiya na ako sa kanila... pakiramdam ko "bahala ka dyan mag-isa..." WOW!!! Here come's the LOSER!!! Laging talo... Minsan kahit pagtulong, nakakasama pala... kasi "MAKULIT KA PUSiT!" UGOK KA!!! Mag-ingat ka sa pagsasalita!!! Wag kang makulit!!! Pakialamero!!! Wish I could work things out... hopin'... mawala na galit niya... ayoko mawalan ng isang taong mahalaga sa akin... Sorry... Hari kasi ako ng Sablay... kahit saan sablay... hindi masaya... kahit pilitin kong ngumiti... kahit pilitin kong tumawa... kahit pilitin kong magsaya... kahit pilitin kong gumawa ng ibang bagay para mawala ang lungkot... bale wala... It all turn into crap!!! I hate being a LOSER!!! I Hate it!!! Sana... kahit papaano, makita naman ang mga mabubuti kong nagawa... iba talaga pag mali ang nagawa... kahit marami kang good deeds, nangingibabaw ang mali... hirap kasing wag magkamali eh... Pero sana mawala na itong nararamdaman ko... sorry talaga... Pasensiya na, nag-emote at nag-drama ang PUSiT... Kahit di bagay, pagbigyan nyo muna kahit minsan... Salamat...

Sana mapatawad aku... =(

Posted & Pasted by: kamoteng-pusit @ 12:42 AM   5 :ViOLENT REACTiONS!!! Apir!!!

5 Comments:

At Wednesday, October 12, 2005 12:33:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

psst, puSit...

"room for error," yan na lang isipin mo. lahat tayo meron niyan. at pwedeng magkamali. tao lang. dahil naramdaman mo yan, pag may ibang magkamali, you'll be more gracious to them.

o diba something good came out of that bad experience?

apir na tayo! \(",)

 
At Wednesday, October 12, 2005 1:44:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Errrh, don't be sad men, tama si mei, there should be room for error, kasama na diyan ang between friends.

Wala namang tao pirpek, kaya kelangan lang na tayong lahat ay nagpapasensyahan at nagsusumikap magentendihan. Wala satin ang dapat na para bang balat sibuyas.

It'll be alryt men!

 
At Wednesday, October 12, 2005 2:33:00 PM, Blogger kamoteng-pusit said...

ROOM FOR ERROR... ryt Mei.. It's true... we need these experience to be more mature to handle things & find a way to be more careful in everything that we do... tnx!!! Apir!!!

Kaide... Apir men!!! Tama, di dapat balat sibuyas men, dapat leather!!! balat ng baka o kalabaw!!! Apir!!! Yeah... time will come that everythin' will back to normal!!! Tnx!!! Apir!!!

 
At Friday, October 14, 2005 1:11:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Balong, we all tend to take pity on ourselves very often..what's important is you get out of it.

I think one apology is enough, lalu na if you really meant it. It's in your nature to be makulit, sana kulitin mo din sarili mo na, you really should get over this. It's done. You've said your piece and gave it your best shot. Move on na lang Pusit!

Life is what you make of it, kaya kung gusto mong maging kamote magiging kamote ka..pero kung hindi, hindi diba? Nasa sayo un! Kaya mo yan nu! Cheer up, smile..La Vida Bella..Life's beautiful..hmm..pinaghalo ko ata french at italian dun ah..wahehe.. ^_^..

 
At Friday, October 14, 2005 6:41:00 PM, Blogger kamoteng-pusit said...

Eps!!! Di ka huli... nakakasabay ka pa din... hehehe... Tama... one apology is enough & that's done... un na ginawa ko... ung kalungkutan, di lang kasi aku sanay sa ganun na may taong galit sa kin lalo na kasalanan ko... kaya dun lang aku malungkot... pero I'll get over it & let's hope for the best things to come... Apir!!!

Pearl!!! Inasar mo pa ako!!! Hehehe... tama we will learn from these experiences in life... tnx!!! Apir!!!

Tnx to all of u!!! Apir!!!

 

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