Another Mistake... Another Apology... Another Lesson For Me... (Apir ng konti...)

Well... this past few days, I thought everything that will happen will come out good. Yeah, some of them has a good end-up... but, when thinking of positive things to come, darn!!! here comes the unexpected things... I thought that I can help out but... dew to my stupidity (again...), unthinkable manner (again...) & slipped-tongued stupid mouth (again...), everything was screwed up!!! Yes... it's ME who screwed up all things and I'm screwed!!!

When my Dude has a problem, he asked me for some advice... so, what a friend can do is to listen & help the him the best that I can give. But, after my advice, there's a thing (blog thing...) that I've told him regarding another situation that the concerned person was also the one currently involved on the misunderstanding. I know that the additional info can also create another problem. But, because of my slipped-tongued stupid mouth & the ability of not thinking... I told him that. It's wrong!!! I must not tell ma' Dude bout' that... I must talk first to the person/s on that situation first before I told him or not really told ma' Dude... But, stupidity comes & it's done... yeah, I'm done!!! That same day, the problem of ma' Dude was solved & everything became smooth again on his side. I'm happy for him that his problem was solved & it gave lessons for them on what happened. Nice one Dude!!! (^c,^)

But for me, I know I caused emotional pains for my loving friends especially the ones involved on the blog thing that became an issue caused by me... Masyado na kasi aku naging paki-alamero na wala sa lugar... Gusto ko lang kasi matapos agad sa isang usapan ang parehong klase ng problema na maaari rin kasing magbigay sa kanila ng problema sa hinaharap. Iniisip ko kasi ang kabutihan & protection nila... Wala naman akong kinakampihan sa problem o hindi ko pinapalaki, gusto lang maayos agad... subali't mali ang process ko... I bypassed ma' Bistprend... Naskatan ko siya... Isa pa, I hurt "HER"... nawala ang trust niya sa akin b'coz of my stupidity & being masyadong nikikialam sa sitwasyon. I'M SO SORRY!!! I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY...

It taught me another lesson... Before talking... think of it first... if many will get hurt, be sensible & try not to make the situation worse. Another thing, wag ng masyadong maging paki-alamero!!! Naging ganun aku that's why I screwed up many things... Maging maingat sa mga sasabihin... be a good listener... wag maging one sided lang... laging neutral sa pagbibigay ng payo... always do the right process para walang nasasagasaan.

Yes, ma' mistake gives me more time to change... mabuti na din na nagyayari ang ganito sa buhay ko kasi nakikilala ko kung sino talaga ako... nalalaman ko ang mga bagay na dapat kung pasulungin sa pagkatao ko... natututo akong mag-isip sa mga sitwasyon... Natuto lalo akong magpakumbaba... maging considerate sa feelings ng iba... Sana magawa ko lahat ito, gusto kong sa susunod tama na ang gagawin ko...

Tnx Dude, Chip, Bistprend & MIY... U taught me my lessons...

TRiViA About PUSiT... (Bonus: SURVEY - Courtesy of "MEi GorJus!!!") Apir!!! \(^c,^)/

TRiViA About PUSiT or SQUiD or ISKUWiD or... ahmmm... Apir!!!

This is a picture of a PUSiT or SQUiD... This specie usually lives under the sea or salt water. Just like dogs, they comes from various breeds. They also differ from sizes (some are tiny, extra small, small, medium, large, extra large, 2-extra large, grande, venti & GIANT), colors (usually, their color is light violet, dark violet, pink, dark pink, brown, camouflage & transparent) and taste (sometimes sweet if fresh & if not fresh... taste like not fresh!!! Hehehe...). By the way, it has more than eight tentacles... Just like in the picture, it has 10 tentacles... that's why it's different from OCTOPUS. Octopus has 8 tentacles that's why it's an OCTOPUS... PUSiT has 10 tentacles that's why it's called a SQUiD... But if you seen a SQUiD that has 8 tentatles, don't be confused... its a new breed of Octopus & SQUiD... it's called: "OCTO-PUSiT" another family of SQUiD... Hehehehe... SQUiDs have 2 eyes, usually, they have black eyes... They have also a fighting mechanism called the "FOUNTAIN PEN!!!" If their life is in danger... they squirt inks (usually color BLACK; if you saw a blue or red ink squirted, their from America or Europe... Imported!!!) to blackened the water so they can escape... clever huh? SQUiDs also have brains... but their brain was a little awkward... it was so small & also placed backward (baliktad ang utak). They are the only species in the water that swims backwards intead going forward... Wow!!! Adik!!! All of the animals underwater swims forward but SQUiDs... watta heck... Backwards!!! It's true... Baliktad ang utak ng PUSiT!!!

Hope you enjoy the trivia about SQUiD or PUSiT... Thanks for your time that's been wasted to this "Walang ka-kwenta-kwentang" post!!! Salamat ulit!!! Apir!!! Let's Swim sa Aquarium just like PUSiT!!! \(^c,^)/

THIS PORTION IS A PAID ADVERTISEMENT COURTESY OF "MEI-GORJUS" Apir!!!:

1. "Mwah" means...
>>> Eh di... "Kiss" ano pa ba... ano gusto nyo, BULAGA!!! Apir!!!
2. "Wala lang" means.....
>>> Eh di... "WALA!!!" WALA NGA EH... ANO PA HAHANAPIN NYO... Sana kung MERON... Apir Ulit!!!
3. "Ok ka lang?" means...
>>> "Minsan Ok, minsan hindi... pero madalas na sagot MEDYO..." Apir pa rin!!!
4. "Hay nako!" means.....
>>> Japanesse word for: "HAAYYY BUUHHHAAAYYY!!!" Apir!!!
5. "Ingat ka lagi" means...
>>> "Yan ang lagi kong sinasabi sa taong umaalis at nagpapaalam. Lagi ko din yan tinte-text!!! Hehe... Apir!!!
6. "Musta na?" means...
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7. "Secret" means.....
>>> Eh bakit ko sasabihin, eh SECRET nga!!! Eh kung mabulgar, eh di hindi na SECRET! CHIZMAX na! Apir!!!
8. "Ano'ng problema mo?" means...
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9. "Kayo pa rin ba?" means....
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Hey MEi!!! Ayan na ang survey, FIN!!! Kamote, puro kalokohan!!! Hehehehe... Sana Try nyo din mga ka-bloggies!!! Apir!!!

Hehehehe... Happy!!! Hehehehe... \(^c,^)/ Apir!!!

Hehehehe... nothin'!!! Just add some post... wala aku mailagay eh... hehehehe... ahmmm... hehehehe... Apir!!! ayun... masaya lang aku... hehehehe... hehehehe... ehehehehe... hahahahaha... ahmmm... hehehehehe... Apir tayo!!! ahahahahahaha... ewan ku, ang sarap maging masaya!!! Hehehehehe... Apir!!!

Hehehehe... ahmmm... Let's swim na lang sa aquarium para lalong masaya!!! ehehehehe.... eeehehehehehe... BTW, Laughter is the Best Medicine & its clinically, scientifically, emotionally, physically, mentally & spiritually proven!!! 100%!!! Hehehehe... Hahahaha... c'mown, let's laugh till we drop!!! Hehehehe... ahmm... ayoko na... nakakapagod din... tsaka mukang sira pag over na!!! Apir!!!

Basta masaya aku!!! Apir!!! \(^c,^)

SALAMAT!!! Apir!!! \('',)

To everyone who took their time just to read ma' posts... I would like to Thank You All!!! Your comments just gave more reason to cheer up!!! The words of encouragements, compliments, commendations, etc!!! It's all appreciated... It only proves one thing to me... Internet is not just an Information Gateway... instead, it's a FIND-A-FRIEND GATEWAY!!! Hehehe... (dami na aku kaibigan sa blog) It's such a fun findin' someone who you can help you in any way that can ease the pain you have inside... it's such a relief!!! Even in happy times, it's good way to communicate thru blog...


Ahmm... Ayoko na maging malungkot... okay na aku... basta I did my best, I know hindi na aku nagkulang... I'm not screwed!!! hehehe... Basta bukal sa puso ang ginawa, hindi na dapat malungkot... maging malakas sa mga sitwasyong ganito... mas marami pang problema ang iba kaysa sa akin... kaya, dapat magpasalamat sa taglay ko ngayon. I think havin' this experiece made me more stronger & more mature... I know that there's so many problems that awaits me, so it will help me to handle the upcomming things positively... I know time will come na babalik din sa dati ang mga bagay-bagay... alam kong nakasakit ako at baka masakit pa iyon para sa kaniya, at hayaan nating maghilom ito... basta, I'm still there for "HER" kahit ano mangyari...


Ako si PUSiT... maraming galamay!!! may tintang itim!!! lumalangoy ng paatras... kulay violet o kulay pink... ganyan ang PUSiT... parang SQUiD!!! Hindi na KAMOTE!!! PUSiT na talaga!!! Apir!!!


Again... Maraming Salamat sa inyo mga Blog Friends!!! Apir tayo lahat at lumangoy na parang PUSiT sa aquarium!!! Apir!!! \('',)

Melancholic Days... Feels Like... Infinite Sadness... Ayaw ko mag-Apir... =(

Ako'y malungkot na naman...
Amoy kumag na ako...
Ilang tagay na hindi pa rin tulog...

Noon' dati'y masaya...
Ngayo'y panay problemang bumabalot sa buto...
Bakit ganito?...

My Stupid Mouth...
Has got me in trouble...
I said too much again...

Ooohhh... It's another social casualty...
Score one more for me...
Coz' no filter in ma' head...
My Stupid Mouth...


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Kamote... I really don't like the feelin' of this what I'm feelin' right now... So down, so low, I want to burry ma' self 6-feet under, so sad, so frustrated, so... so... wish I could find another word in a dictionary to express what I feel...

Hindi ko sinasadya... really sorry!!! I thought it's OK... Hindi pala... Sana mapatawad...
Minsan kasi tanga ako... baka nga gago pa... ayoko na magsalita... nakakasakit pala... hindi naman talaga ako ganun magsalita eh... siguro makulit ako... siguro masyado na siya nainis... I'm not a perfect person... yeah... I did things that hurt others vocally, emotionally or physically... but I don't mean it... really... And I'm really sorry for what I've done... I always say those words... Pero parang hindi pa din sapat iyon... parang pag ako nakagawa ng mali, kahit mag-sorry, bale wala! Kahit ano pa gawin ko parang wala na... minsan parang ayoko ng sumama... nihihiya na ako sa kanila... pakiramdam ko "bahala ka dyan mag-isa..." WOW!!! Here come's the LOSER!!! Laging talo... Minsan kahit pagtulong, nakakasama pala... kasi "MAKULIT KA PUSiT!" UGOK KA!!! Mag-ingat ka sa pagsasalita!!! Wag kang makulit!!! Pakialamero!!! Wish I could work things out... hopin'... mawala na galit niya... ayoko mawalan ng isang taong mahalaga sa akin... Sorry... Hari kasi ako ng Sablay... kahit saan sablay... hindi masaya... kahit pilitin kong ngumiti... kahit pilitin kong tumawa... kahit pilitin kong magsaya... kahit pilitin kong gumawa ng ibang bagay para mawala ang lungkot... bale wala... It all turn into crap!!! I hate being a LOSER!!! I Hate it!!! Sana... kahit papaano, makita naman ang mga mabubuti kong nagawa... iba talaga pag mali ang nagawa... kahit marami kang good deeds, nangingibabaw ang mali... hirap kasing wag magkamali eh... Pero sana mawala na itong nararamdaman ko... sorry talaga... Pasensiya na, nag-emote at nag-drama ang PUSiT... Kahit di bagay, pagbigyan nyo muna kahit minsan... Salamat...

Sana mapatawad aku... =(

Bad Trip... But Happy!!! Coz I Have... "My Precious!!!" =) Apir!!!

Yelow peeps!!! Ahmmm... Last Saturday (October 1, 2005), our barkada went to Ospital ng Makati... (Am I right? I forgot na eh) coz the sister of our barkada (CHIP) got confined b'coz she has a spinal problem... and this morning (October 8, 2005) he called that her Ate Ranie was relieved on the hospital & now she's on their home resting & taking her therapy to walk again... (Get well soon Ate Ranie!!!) On the hospital, we cheer her up & make her feel good b'coz her friends are there for her... Actually, the "kulitan" never stops!!! Nagulo ang ward ng ospital at pinasok kami ng SWAT at pinaghahampas!!! (Nah... just a Kwentong Kutsero) Hehehehe... So after that, we head our way to Glorietta to have some dinner... Kamote!!! Ang mga kasama naming mga babae (Cha, Mec & Myt), nag-aya sa Italiannis on Greenbelt 3 (di pa daw sila nakaka-kain duon eh, so dun na nga)!!! Holy smoke!!! Ang bigat sa bulsa!!! We have a damage of Php 3,xxx.++!!! Kamote!!! Nangamote kami ni Jec!!! Hirap pa lang maging mga Manager!!! Hahaha!!! But, minsan lang naman eh... hehehe... So after that, nag-yayaan pang mag-inuman ng konti... hehehe... Octoberfest na eh!!! Pero, I insisted to go home na kasi dala ko car namin & paalam ko sa parents ko, ang pinaka-gabing uwi namin ay 10-11 PM, eh maghahatid pa ko ng mga friends ko kaya aabutin na aku ng 12:00 AM!!! My watch says 10:05 Pm so I told them next time na lang ang gimik na iba, kasi it's not on the plan!!! So, ok na!!! Uwian na!!! But here's the hassle dude & dudettes!!! Tumawag pala ang Mom ni Cha & isabay daw namin ang Tita Letty (visited her sister Cecille in Makati) niya sa pag-uwi... So ok lang... kasi malapit lang naman si Chip sa house ng Tita niya... On the house of Tita Cecille (Tita ni Cha & sister of Tita Letty), akala ko uwian na... naku... nagbabad pa sila doon!!! Kamote!!! Yari!!! Uumagahin na ata kami!!! So, I decided na magpa-gas muna kasi the tank was already empty... Pagbalik namin... akala ko uwian na!!! Anak ng Kamote!!! May hinihintay pa daw!!! Si Anton!!! Who the heck is this Anton? Akala ko relative nila Cha... Asar!!! Friend niya lang pala na gusto lang ipakilala sa amin!!! HHHAAAAYYYY!!!! Gusto ko nang umuwi!!! May mga ihahatid pa ako!!! Sobrang pagod na ako that day... kasi later that morning... (nag-ayos kami ng bara ng kanal sa amin!!! Tapos, wala nang pahinga-pahinga, diretso na sa Ospital!!! Drive, sundo dito, sundo duon!!! Kamote!!!) Tapos, may mga taong hinihintay pa ng mga magulang nila ni Aimee!!! I'm worried about her kasi baka mapagalitan na siya & mawala ang trust ng parents niya sa amin... GGGRRRR!!!! Asar talaga ako!!! Pero I keep it cool naman... hehehe... remember the post about my attitude... hehehe... asar, pagod at bad trip pero di-halata!!! Then, while we're waiting for that Anton!!! kwentuhan muna sa car... tapos nakita ku ung bracelet ni MIY na Reggae... Asteg!!! Sabi ku: "Patingin naman ng bracelet mu..." Sabi niya: "Sige sa'yo na lang... Meron pa naman ako niyan eh & para may maibigay naman ako sa'yo..." WOW!!! A Bracelet came from "HER!!!" I'm floating!!! Nawala ang pagka-asar ko!!! Nawala ang pagka-Bad trip ko!!! Nawala ang pagod at antok ko!!! Ang saya ko nun!!! Nabuhay ang dugo ko, daig pa ang I-ON!!! Hehehe... Ayun!!! On the middle of that, biglang dumating ang Anton na ito!!! So Cha introduced him to my barkada... Ayun!!! Salamat, uwian na!!! Pero pang bigla akong na-bad trip ulit!!! Sabi, ihahatid na lang daw sila ni Anton kasi hindi na daw kasya... Anak ng Kamote!!! Pinaghintay nyo kami hanggang 12:00 AM tapos bale wala!!! Shocks!!! Asar talaga!!! Pero, cool pa din ako... lalo na may suot akong "My Precious" (Reggae Bracelet came from "HER") ngayon!!! Hahahaha!!! May POWERS na aku!!! Ayun, inihatid ko na si Kaide, then "HER" then si Jec tapos kami!!! Hehehehe... Naku!!! Pagadating ng bahay (1:30 AM)... Sabon ang inabot namin sa bunganga ng magulang namin... pero they understand what hassles happened!!! (Sana magamit ko pa din yung car next tym... kasi sabi nila di ko na daw magagamit ung car pag ganun ng ganun... hehehe... pero magaling akong mang-buyo!!! Magagamit ko pa din yan... Buwahahahahaha!!! >:-D) Haayyy!!! That's a very exhausting day for me!!! Walang pahinga sa buong araw!!! I slept at around 2:00 AM... AAAHHHH!!! Pero buti na lang andun siya... siya ang powers ko that day... lalo na yung bracelet... it gives me an extra power to do more that night/midnight!!! Hehehe... My Precious!!! I always wear it... It is my powers!!! Bwahahahaha!!! Lipad PUSiT... Lipad!!! Up, up, and Away!!! ZZZZhhhhuuuuunnnnggg!!!! Apir!!! =)

My Precious!!! Apir!!! =)